No Sleep

No sleep for me tonight, even with medicine. It's after 1 in the morning and my eyes just won't close.

I stay awake a lot, stay awake when I need sleep so badly.

Often I stay awake because I fight sleep, even when I want to go to sleep. Maybe I don't like my dreams. What are they trying to tell me? Sometimes I think the dreams are telling me to do things I know I should do and other times they are telling me to do things I am certain I want to ignore. Rarely can I remember enough of a dream to write anything. I guess I should just jot down the fragments and wait to see if they will come together and tell me a whole dream.

The best sleep I ever get is napping just after I get out of bed in the morning.