Wednesday, June 1, 2005

Eating

I want to eat all the time, even when I'm not hungry. Kristin, Elizabeth, & Leah are here, all asleep in the living room. Later I'll take them upstairs to sleep.

I need to sleep. Leah will be chipper when she wakes and she will also want me to be chipper.

Staying busy with the girls help me keep my anxiety in check and keep me out of the bed.

Olivia & John Michael will be here Friday. Leah and Olivia will have fun playing.

I'm reading THE HISTORY OF LOVE by Nicole Krauss.  "...I was left with a sadness that couldn't be rubbed off."